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Greetings!

Thank you for following whatever thread or impulse that brought you here.

Maybe, like me, you never quite fitted in the modern world; no matter how hard you tried, something always felt wrong and you began searching, first outwardly then looking inwards, deeper and deeper., digging, digging, sifting through the strands of your life, making sense and meaning. Is what we are going through a ‘timeline shift’ or something else? I think we are finding our way back to ‘direct knowing’ of ourselves, through ourselves and reconnecting with nature and the nature powers and occasionally lucky to find others like us. It’s an individual journey that, paradoxically, brings us back to community. You might not agree with some of my findings here and there’s no problem with that; take what you like and leave the rest. We are magical, multi-dimensional beings and there is nothing to be afraid of anymore.

I moved to rural Galicia, north-west Spain from London, with my husband and our two dogs in 2012. We soon expanded our family to three dogs and three cats and lived a wonderful, magical life. That life ended in July 2026 and I am now ‘starting over’, with one dog and three cats. I’ve found that my mission is not yet complete, that I must pick up where my life got side-tracked in early childhood and begin to co-create with the Earth from the soul-level of our sacred union. Everything I’ve learned and discovered over the years holds true, society is broken beyond repair and I have to work out why I am still here.

My investigations and experiences over many years have led me to conclude that our worlds and our reality as we know it, has been manipulated and controlled by predatory alien intelligence for over 400,000 years, although my deep soul memory takes me to around 1800BC, going by the historical time-line.  I’m not talking about ‘little green men in spaceships’, it’s worse than that. What I see is an alien intelligence (AI) that takes over human bodies, so they look like us but do not see, feel or behave as any human with a soul ever would. I’m not out to prove that to anyone, but I have proven it to myself to my own satisfaction.  There is enough research and archeological evidence to disprove the mainstream human origins story, but we cannot find the truth in the past, nor is there any need for that approach.  The past is seeded in the present moment, just as the future is and it’s the choices we make now that shape our reality.  Alien intelligence is mathematical, technology oriented, predictable and programmed, with no compassion, no empathy, no curiosity, no magic, no sense of fun or humour and no appreciation of beauty, yet with a heightened sense of superiority none the less.

From my perspective, all existing governments, institutions and systems, health, economy, religion, science, education and entertainment are control structures run by the descendants and hybrids of the same entities who caused the destruction of Atlantis, the floods and the ice ages.  None of these structures and systems are run for the benefit of original humans or Nature. At this stage, the ‘authorities’ have decided that they only need a few useful humans (humanoids, in fact) and the rest of us need to be cleared out of their way – for which Nature will get the blame.  In their future we are replaced by machines and Artificial Intelligence, leaving the ‘bodies’ they need as hosts.  Their technocratic world needs a lot of electricity and water, lithium, cobalt, copper and quartz and that is what they are now going after.  Agriculture, gold, oil and gas, ‘green energy’, it’s all from the same old playbook and more destruction is inevitable.  However, to be clear they did not genetically engineer us.  Manipulating DNA is damaging but does not change who we are, which is so much more than just our physical bodies. 

There are millions of ensouled humans already co-creating our own realities, building our little worlds and minding our own business, as much as possible – I estimate that around 14% of us have enough health and awareness to handle this shift. We are breaking free of the programming and we can see that it is our imagination, our energy and our effort – our Love – that co-creates the artificial construct for an alien consciousness that is totally dependent on us. It doesn’t matter how informed you are about the world at large, how clever you are, or how much money you have.  If you allow your heart and soul to lead the way, you only ever need to deal with what shows up in your physical reality and you will know whatever you need to resource yourself in the moment.  Whatever you learn is shared through resonance with all the other ensouled humans – it’s the way life here works.  

For sure, I’ve experienced a greater sense of vulnerability since Dean left his body, but in many ways this is just increased awareness. In 2025, as the veil dissolved, another layer of reality opened up.  This is the causal layer, the magical layer in which we become aware of ourselves in other layers of existence, as well as the primordial energies that flow through us and around us to shape our experience.  Call it what you will; quantum physics, the paranormal, spirituality and magic are one and the same.  At the soul level, we all agreed to be here for this experience and our physical bodies are only a small part of who we truly are.

Re-membering our soul selves as the freewill, intentional element of the Earth and bringing ourselves into resonance with Nature, is how we reclaim our birthright, however we choose to do it.  I rely on my dog, Bodhi, to guide me, to keep me on the path.  He shows me how to navigate in a very different way, reawakening the instincts I lost, keeping me in good spirits with relentless enthusiasm.  And so much more…..

Opening our soul pathways into Nature and navigating prime reality is our next challenge.  The Nature Powers and beings of the Worlds Beyond have been shut out by the matrix programme for so long and we can’t just go back to a hunter-gatherer lifestyle; we are too weak and soft and the resources and habitat are too damaged.  How do we pick up from where we were cut off? What on Earth am I here for? To co-create the future.

Thank you for dropping by.

In all thine operations, let the Work be guided by nature,
according to the slow progression of metals in the bowels
of the Earth.
And in thine efforts, be guided in all ways by the true and
not the fantastic imagination.

 

“There is such a thing as magic, but it has been misunderstood.  Most people think of magic as the subverting of natural laws. However, real magic does not subvert anything. Magic is merely the result of directing the creative activity of the Spiritual world into the material plane. Those who know the rules for inviting such Spiritual intervention are called magicians.”

Mark Hedsel